fuck this. ick. I am so dissatisfied it is ridiculous.
 I tell her that she needs to start figuring out something with her dog. If I got rid of him she would be so angry with me. She might even hate me for a while. Fuck THAT. But she doesn't help me at all. He pees in MY room and I have to shampoo the carpets over and over. And it grosses me out. And it is so unfair. And she gets so annoyed when I ask her to take them  out.. Really? jiminy crickets. I am the bad guy again. fuck...