Yesterday's misery is a memory now. Thinking about it, I can't understand how I get to that emotional boiling over point. Or rather, I suppose I do understand and that is because I internalize. And it makes sense that at some point, I can't anymore and it starts to overflow like the banks of a swollen river. It is just surprising sometimes what it takes to set that chain off. I feel relieved though. Now I can start the internalization all over again.

 And it will happen again soon, I am sure. I have so much to think about constantly that it is inevitable. I just prefer that it not be too soon.